I've been to such things as impressionist art exhibits, and I've really given up on living with any purpose in my life. The joys of everyday living have become voided by the apparent inequalities that this "God" has plagued us with. As much as the support you have given me would be invaluable, there is no way that any human made support can overcome the inquenchable wave of sadness that consumes my heart. In general, it is not a problem because we are blinded by the very nature of our being. This site has done nothing but prove to me how much we are separated from our "brothers." I now won't bother doing anything but possibly the most menial of work that doesn't involve colors or anything during the daytime.
Don't Bother
I've been to such things as impressionist art exhibits, and I've really given up on living with any purpose in my life. The joys of everyday living have become voided by the apparent inequalities that this "God" has plagued us with. As much as the support you have given me would be invaluable, there is no way that any human made support can overcome the inquenchable wave of sadness that consumes my heart. In general, it is not a problem because we are blinded by the very nature of our being. This site has done nothing but prove to me how much we are separated from our "brothers." I now won't bother doing anything but possibly the most menial of work that doesn't involve colors or anything during the daytime.